Nobody knows how deep myself to this feeling.only HE..but still til now i dissapointed HIM, my family.sometimes i can stand up, but many times i give up too.Nowadays, I can't rearranged myself to the future..I don't know until when i can't handle this feeling.
Now, no more effort, just pain. The pain that deeply insisted in this heart. The pain which comes from the one. The one that I hope for my future.The one that maybe I must sincere she to let choose her path for her happines....
Sometimes I hope the returning, but when this happen I know there can be painful condition in many side. The best thing for her happines is just looking my path to my future.I can't hurt her for my selfish reason. I just can let her and pray her for her happiness.
--------Comes from the deepest heart that someone can't know....-----------
